I found myself thinking today about something surprising I learned once from a seasoned trader. A member had asked if the trader had ever day-traded his own account. My trading buddy and I who witnessed the exchange were surprised to learn that, not only had the trader never traded his own money; he said he didn’t think he would have the nerve to take on the risk of even doing so. I was stunned.
I have only been day-trading for the better part of three years. Over the last two years, it has been the primary way that I make a living… You know, earning an income; putting food on the table, paying the bills, etc. I don’t know why, but I just presumed that professional traders working on Wall Street (or Englewood Cliffs) earning big salaries, bonuses, equity opportunities, and the like, got to that level of accomplishment because they had proven track records doing what I am doing day in and day out. But apparently that is not necessarily the case.
I don’t mean to diminish the qualifications of professional traders, nor suggest they deserve any less regard. I was just surprised. And I realize that I don’t have the personal experience of the pressure that surely must come from being accountable for trading the boss’s book. Especially if the boss can be a bit excitable. But once in a while, on days like today when I recall that original revelation, I find myself pondering the additional psychological and emotional challenges that I face by putting my own money on the table. I believe that it must compound the complexities of balancing risk with reward as I enter and exit trades, subtracting the commissions, and compiling profits and losses into what becomes my family’s net income.
As my teacher points out, day trading can be The World’s Greatest Business; I get to be my own boss, choose my own hours, and work where I please (and only if I please!), deal with zero politics, and many other benefits and advantages. But I also remind myself from time to time that when you “only get to eat what you kill,” it is important to keep your powder dry. And it sometimes makes me wonder if the priority I have learned to give to protecting my capital is held as nearly as dearly by those who trade only Other People’s Money.
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